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room

by Sophie Lev

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1.
moon's leash 02:37
lead me astray running circles with your mouth wide open you know the way, you say i was your dog you had your plate full ate up your lunch, thought you'd be grateful for me soft and steady here ready with a mouth wide open, you start to reach. and so i fall for the story of our hearts half open it's not your fault i was the tide, you held a moon's leash each time i tried to break you'd sing soft
2.
linen suit 03:19
walk, a long way you came for your right of way and we evacuate. molly said could you try? to take the blackberries right off the vine? to take your hand in mine small and green, but a cloud fills your lungs with an ancient sound small smoke from underground and there we were, penny heads up laughing lightly and there you were, linen suit and walking slightly to the left, holding on my finger tips and the flesh, the flesh
3.
milky oats 03:12
milky oats, country side not yet july not yet july small bird vireo you're going home you're going home for centuries a meadow bloomed from fire's wounds, from fire's womb what's left of me still wanting more potential for potential for when is a meadow done? when is a meadow done? when is a meadow done, when ash will blow it to the sun?
4.
familiarity 04:03
i'll take the months, and you take the side train harvesting wild greens above the cliffs finding familiarity in finding familiarity in the pickpocketed days on a line down to the cemetery you think it's strange cause there's no sway in the trees and i walk along picking the flowers watch the trash going out and we're all skin and bone, hidden behind masks that we wear now and i told you the land was on the line, well you offered your hand and a smoke and now i'm standing at the edge of a hole with another hole inside, i tell you of danger but you move closer to the edge and you say "we're underwater so we'll be fine, we can swim if we fall, we can swim if we die," but there's no water left for the fires in the hills in july finding familiarity in all the familiarity in.
5.
lost point of view on the weekend and slip inside any time you come around i made a cup of coffee left a note under the door pause once before i whisper to the garden. found blackberry stains on the shirt from the costume closet. and somehow it just becomes the daily under the sheets of the puppets we made, and i couldn't find words, so i stay just watching, watching, watching, watching, watching, watching the cigarette summer dressed in white holding mirrors up to eachother. wake up early to wonder how the forest holds grief and the thunder it seems to know lightning bugs as lovers on sundays we dance with the brass band in the kitchen i sing along with the crickets and the chickens and somehow it just becomes the place of stories i made in my imagination and i ate so much bread, so i'll stay just watching, watching, watching, watching, watching, watching from the front porch of glover singing songs in the shape notes of eachother ride my bike to the lake, lay back and wonder how the forest holds grief and the strange melodies of a world without numbers.
6.
dog beach/ 01:48
walk to the beach walk to the dog beach see the dogs see the dogs i could be the dogs man, i'll bark just after dark and when you're gone, gone, gone well i'll know you're gone and then night comes and i'll be quiet
7.
/soon 03:32
soon, soon, soon i'll be with you back in your bedroom, giving love to the moon and the stars on your front porch soon, soon, soon i'll be with you locking up the house for spring time i've had enough of all of my insides there's being to steep in there's sleeping to be done riding bikes slowly in the old way holding hands, gone to dance at your place finally riding on the subway making plans, following our big breaks soon, soon, soon i'll be with you back in the full moon, giving love and it's true, that there's nothing to follow soon, soon, soon i'll be with you.
8.
coming back home to find the bedroom light is on, and only a sigh from the kitchen, and the faucet is dripping in time what a day just passed, thought that i'd go to big sur and photograph, but i just sat, and watched all the people taking pictures of eachother, and when i played guitar a man with a camera must have found me quite angelic, because he came to take a picture from behind me and i started yelling could you take one on my phone!??? so all the people will know that i am not alone bought a sandwich for too much money and i ate it on the scenic highway there's a drone above, and i wonder how it got here, who's flying it and from where, who's watching me remotely as i watch the ocean who's taking a picture from up in the opem and i think of what my therapist said: "you know you're not alone in your head. but you need to feel it, too, in your body." so i stay still, trying my best to listen trying really hard not to make a metaphor of anything thinking about death and intuition and then i talk about death and intuition with a flower, a scarlet penstemon it listens closely with its roots in the sand and i pull out the plant and fling it to the open, we're both here relieving each other of our burdens please relieve me of my burden and i'll relieve you of your burden, too we're both going to know something holy in our body our body our body
9.
room 04:31
i can feel you too from the window in the next room and i can feel you too, in the bathtub. i skip on the sidewalk until somebody notices i run fast as i talk from a warning in winter, your flesh on the sky you were soft blood and tender bones in the sun, in the sun you were in the room in the big black chair and i braid your hair puppy at our feet i'm only six and you breathe your coffee breath on me we're both awake at seven sharing silence before it all begins sharing silence fore it all goes language you were in the room, you were in the room, you were in the room.

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more a collection than an album, these are songs that have accumulated over the last two years. it's time to release them into the world and see the chapter in which they were written as coming to a close.

written mostly leading up to and throughout the early months of covid, these songs speak to feelings of grief and the dream like familiarity of disaster, to attachment and transition and codependency, and to the question of how to find joy and connection in a burning landscape.

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released November 24, 2021

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